tell me now

tell me if i matter

tell me if i shld just go away

tell me

:/

uploaded pics some wasnt meant to be oops :x anyway cleared alre so i think alls fine.

horribke sore throat :(

im exhausted.im tired of being second of being the wait. :/ im sorry, really but i dun think i can go on.

On days of gray
When doubt clouds my view
It's so hard to see past my fears
My strength seems to fade
And it's all I can do
To hold on, 'til the light reappears
Still, I believe though some rain's bound to fall
That you're here next to me
And you're over it all

Lord, the sky's still blue
For my hope is in you
You're my joy
You're the dream that's still alive
Like the wind at my back
And the sun on my face
You are life
You're grace
You are blue skies
You're my blue skies

When nights are long
Seems the dark has no end
Still we walk on in light of the truth
For waiting beyond
Where the morning begins
Is the dawn, and you're mercy anew
Oh, to believe we're alive in you're love
There is so much to see
If we keep looking up

You fill the heavens with hope and a higher love
A picture, a promise for life

hope you all find the lyrics meaningful. i personally do and thats why ive posted it :D

second week of second semester is over. im tired tired tired and i dunn understand what my modules are about!common test is coming im not prepared. im just doing my assignments and attending classes physically. :x

came home today after school cos i was so exhausted! lied on the sofa and lala land i went!hahah i slept for bout 2.5hrs thn was woken up for dinner :x if not i think i might have slept through the night! i felt like a BiG FAT PIG!haha

hmms tml gg to give tuition. im so sorry i did not know last week have! and those little kiddos blamed lennard for not reminding me!lol so yes he called me to remind me to come tml!hahah after tt gg to meet py,al n carr? i think only 4 of us tml to take photos for our sawi. thn dinner?

arent they pretty?

clumsy me :(

cleaning up the wound before putting plasta

before movie. ( rp left alre)

py n my shopping.

night moving scene of orchard hahha :p

thats where i had dinner that night :D

alrights i said my nxt post will be pics but im not gg to upload all cos that will take forever so thats all im gg to post!

thurs- sprained my back and hit my right leg on the bed

fri- hit my elbow

sat- fell and injured both knee :(

friday went to lot1 for dinner n shop shop abit after class thn went home. sat woke up n kept thinking i was late for sch! but of cos i was not went lunch with benson n mum thn went down to chinatown. met with py first cos the rest( carr,rp n al) was late. bought wendy her stuff (: gg to reply her letter n post everything to her hopefully by this week. bought a scarf tt can be work as a scarf jacket shirt?haha quite cool just need to figure out how. took photos fell near the indian temple at chinatown went to somerset to meet ailian thn went to buty movie tickets thn lunch-dinner at HK street. watched the 535pm show of my sister's keeper. OMG NICENICENICE! HIGH RECCOMENDATION :D had a let dinner. ate at Irvin's. chilli crabs! yummy!hahhaah after dinner came home but somehow i cant rmb the time. seems late but i dn think i was out for that long or was i?oh wells ok pics will be the nxt post..

first day of second semester today. went to school without any books :x did not feel like buying earlier so just before lesson started i went with ailian and meiyun to buy but guess what?the queue was so looooooong! everybody obviously did not bother to go bck sch during the holi to buy hahah. anyway not enough time to buy so went to lecture without notes. good thing its just the first lesson so nothing much yet. 2 new students came frm ITE and 3 left.

anyway ytd went to buy my slippers.hahah wah but Thank you Ben!hahha if he did not lend me money for lunch i might not have enough to buy for my slippers!

anyway we had subway thn went to have ben n jerrys thn i went down to ion.left ard 6 came home bathe thn i went out again to my uncle n aunt hse for dinner.alrights i dn have much more to say so im gg off

OMG i took forever to get in! its been a week i actually forgot my username! :x

ive reached the end of my holidays and its bout 1 more day till school starts. im half looking fwd to it and half dreading it but no matter what i still have to embrace it so to all poly students, JIAYOUS! lets all start settling down and preparing for school. monday is gg to be the first day and i havent even boght my books! i've updated my wardrobe a little but other thn tt im not rdy.

gg to ion tml to get some slippers for school but that is if michelle's free to accompany me tml if not i think i will just forget about it till the next time.

watching korean dramas these few days and i still think tt their shows are still one of my top favs. She is nighteen is one of my recommendations :D

i just ate grapefruit like an orange. haaha rdm i know. but i duno what to type and i just feel like updating.

ohoh photos comingup!hahha if its easy to upload here. IF.

weird title right? ytd reported an hr earlier cos at 1230 had to meet some of our NP teachers( Mr Rashid, Mr Sunil and Dr. Eugene) juts for some ' catching up ' and finding out how we're doing. and they were late so by the time we started was abt 1pm and thn finished almost 2 and report taking was like on the last one alre so did not bother to continue cos whats the use?!cant ctach loh.. had a really boring day cos i couldnt do anything. like really i think i did not even take parameters?ayee oh and the title has to do with what i heard during the meeting with the teachers which i thought was rather true and good.

the information we've learnt ( doesnt matter what ) is like a nail on our head. if we dont hammer it, it might drop out anytime cos its loose so learning shld be like a head full of hammered nails. nailed tight into our brains.

it went something like that lah. its kinda true cos many times we learn new things but we dont practice n drill it right into our head! so many good learning has been wasted,

morning shift today. super tired but i feel like more achieved. did all that i wanted and even some not core skills but its so rare! (: couldnt sign finish cos SN Hafiza had to go for some apple roll call? idk lah but i heard something like tt. hopefully will see her tml and she'll help me sign!haha its like gg to be the 2nd last day! whoa.. time really flies! seen many cases and learnt alot (: but the timings they are just horrible! urgh! had subway with donna for lunch had OMG I DID NOT BRING MY HSE KEYS! and nobody was home but  my bro finally returned my calls and came home frm his tennis game. he was unhappy with me lah!hahha but not say i want to forget my keys right.. aye ok enough crappings. ttnt